Wednesday

My Ghost.


A vision created by my Grey; I can feel it near me.

Suddenly the two of us have parted and formed a separate entity

An apparition of mine,

Standing by me just to run shivers down my spine.

Each time I laugh like a child,

Near me the one reminisces my actions and smiles,

The specter behind my shoulder mimes;

My guilty pleasures,

My unfaithful, ungrateful years.

Not an ordinary ghoul to be gone on the turn of light

I feel it strong; laughing, as I by the second grow in fright.

It stands a distance so less from me and smirks,

From place to place with me that horrible image lurks.

Never to end, no way out to come along,

A life given birth to by my choice of wrong

This horror filling me up by passing time,

And a kill to know the ghost is the very own conscience of mine.




Monday

Ode to my best friend: Lu

Lu watches me go by from dusk to dawn.
Lu observes me as I dress up for work.
Lu is always the first to wish me every birthday.
Lu reminds me that sometimes we forget to love the ones that protect.
Lu helps me find solace in my misery.
Lu is always constant.
Lu smokes.
Lu is fixed to her God.
Lu is a good listener.
Lu is my fellow conspirator.
Lu makes me drink my milk.
Lu knows all of my cloak-and-dagger activities.
Lu conceals my illicit purposes.
Lu is a friend.
Lu is the blue wall in my room.